pre mortem

it feels great when you are seemingly trapped and then you are able to suddenly get away..

it's like being reborn. like you are given another chance. another shot at things.

you suddenly disassociate yourself from things you usually and normally do. not totally but partially. it's such a discovery of sorts.

and when you are given that oppurtunity, you just can't help but grab it.

hopefully this account will enable me to just breakaway. to part me from the usual. to make me a channel of thought, ideas, words.. to just give me a new avenue.

and from being trapped, i will let a lot of things be free. i will let them just get away.